im in capable of expressing my trauma. cause the nervous system refuses . is there other people out there? find me reddit inks
my shutdown is simple. like from feeling everything at once to suddenly nothing. complete shutdown to memory,emotion and i feel light, and calm and so good . from like going insanely fast memory overload , repeated scenes , flashbacks in loops to just nothing that kind of light headness that u feel when u feel dizzy and collapse. but i dont feel dizzy i just feel nothing.
you make me feel unique and rare . but i dont trust that cause so many people suffer from what i have. and u just trained to make me feel seen and unique. instead i prefer brutal truths then sweet lies.
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