i have changed its no longer teenage desire for sex im longing its desire to me understood beyond ............ no explanation like the soul mate kinda shit eww im not into it but fuk this
like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement igloo or something just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it and after sometime i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent after sometime and the end . wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat
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like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement not igloo or not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat . just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it and after sometime i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent after sometime and the end .
That wound not my fault not someone else fault it was just it was.
wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
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like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement not igloo or not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat . just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded ,That wound not my fault not someone else fault it was just it was and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it but i only see a vague blurry long hair girl and after sometime later i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent .
wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
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what if i say that girl is just another stranger and we just happen to be stuck there and i died but it was good idk why
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like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement not igloo or not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat . just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded ,That wound not my fault not someone else fault it was just it was and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it but i only see a vague blurry long hair girl and after sometime later i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent .
wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
what if i say that girl is just another stranger and we just happen to be stuck there and i died but it was good idk why
like she was stranger but she still get panicked and showed concern and ......idk
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like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement not igloo or not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat . just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it and after sometime i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent after sometime and the end . wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
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like can i stay in her arms , lay my head on her lap and we stuck in the life and death situation and im slowing descending into abyss but we dont say anything and its freezing cold outside and fuking cold as fuk outside and only source of heat is her body and and its stormy outside and its silent inside , we stuck in there somewhere on snowy mountain in some short of temporary settlement not igloo or not igloo but llike a hole a deep hole which kinda protecting but not enough to seal the heat . just enough to protect but not fully and im wounded ,That wound not my fault not someone else fault it was just it was and the wound is deep and im slowly losing self and cousiousness and thanks to cold im halucinating and and slowing going silent in her arms she gets panicked she tries to wake me up i open my eyes few times then close it but i only see a vague blurry long hair girl and after sometime later i stop hearing her as well and descend into cold sleep a very nice cold sleep on cozy white snowy ground . just me and my voice going silent .
wtf is this how tf i describe as if i havebeen here before , i never seen fucking snow or mountain or any of the shit i described .
nope i describe it as the deserved ending not like the ending i hate or fear or u can say i want i fantasize about it . i can close my eyes and picture it in my imagination not like picture but like animation (moving) with sound.
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Hypothermia isn’t peaceful—it’s agony disguised by delirium.
bs , its silence u cant even feel death its that kind of death so its not bad i guess
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The Blurred Woman as Archetype
She’s faceless, vague—not a person, but an embodiment:
Divine Comfort | Absolution | The Universe holding you
Her lap isn’t physical—it’s where weary souls lay down burdens.
that girl was not even real its halucination cause im loosing blood thats it .
now rate it
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