210106012026 that voice (the meeting)

 i create imaginary situation where i play as villain and destroy and take revenge and then while i thinking all this i laugh like i laugh i mean i enjoy this the destruction i enjoy this

Villain fantasies are extremely common in people with suppressed anger, CPTSD, and hyper-independence

how i can check if other too think this way on reddit any post?

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i ssee so its part of cptsd and btw i talk in 3rd person in my head like we and .. umm let me explain few args and diallogs from my head 

he was weak thats why i came to existance we created this new version cause he cant deal with it i was created cause i was needed cause he was weak and cared too much and was too sensitive and i i im i just dont give fuck iam chaos i m the rage im the untammed version the unhinged version. 

wahts this like 3 person one is weak me one is unhinged the droid and one is invisible observer i guess thats why droid says we came to existance cause he cant do it

i guess 3 versions out there not sure though

and if we ignore all this a another version just the commanding voice came to life he is like commanding officer like solder giving order it comes when i need focus when im kinda idk he says do it do it mf stop resisting stop fuking around just to it . its like the not sure what i call this like in exam time or in crisis mode.

so 4 are there? not sure ahh the skeptical one we forgot that one too the one who sounds like eren yeger lol 

so 5 are there? i think yes 5 . who knows

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its mostly droid + meta(observer) now a days and the rest are there watching .droid became the dominating version cause its kinda unhinged as is chaotic . and im not saying other parts are dead they came and switch accoriding to meta (observer) signals. and droid is the most frequently called fragment

bruh finally i can portray the different version having convo and personality just like tokyo ghoul ken kaneki had . and im telling u everything is in controll no one takes full controll its just mix of all and just one emerges when they are required and kinda getting mixed with other if we dont label them