i want to be worthy of her. i want her to be proud of me . i want to be the person she admire. i want to be better ... i want to improve.
think of it as a knight who surrender his whole life to his highness ,even though im not sure who she is , or if i ever going to find that person till then i keep improving keep working . i dont want her to be ashamed of me , or when someone ask she can proudly mention its me .
yes, it does not matter is she exist i will do my duty of knight a soldier . pushing my limits , utill i start to feel again , utill i start to feel cold and numb. im a soldier who belongs to battlefield.
but at the same time i wonder if i ever going to find her. but at the same time it disgust me the emotions , truly accepting someone , settling down with a person it seems impossible . sounds like poor eternis
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