9-12-2025 black sheep

 imagine being friend and yet not part of the friends whatsapp group. is this my fault for not asking to add me ? or they add friends on their own. some how i always gets left behind like they are friend . i get friends but never that friend they make space for like i used to sit with my friend in class 9-10 and that friend goes to my friend house on holi but not to my house to pick me instead he goes to his house not mine (turns out their family members also know the friend family . i guess that explains why i got left out) . even when they used to play pubg they make 4 player group i was never included ( i never had the stable internet or good spec mobile to play with them) nevermind while they busy with each other playing game i played on io games meet people online outside my country and learn to build my own projects. now again in college i joined clg as lateral entry student become friends with a group but they didnt added me to whatsapp group idk if i ask directly or just avoid it like i did in school time and just work on my own. all i see is that i get along become friend just not the special one that they reserve seat or space for me.


what if they say im too idk they can say anything and then i take that personal and drift apart instead i talk to few of them frequently instead ithink its fine 


nah my thoughts are if they include me on their own then its good otherwise i dont want

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