its constant feeling of unworthiness and the this feeling that they are judging me and that they find out im poor have no social life and just dumb who scored 65% in 10 and 12th and never gave jee cause feared he will fail that too. they are judging my clothes how skinny i am , my color , my eyes , and how weird i look and behave . and they see the difference that i have between my friend and peer group. the fear that they will find out who i am.my past that i lived in a tent. that....... the deep shame . idk why.
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