i noticed one thing . mom and dad had arguments dad stoped providding food and eating outside and as result i go in survival mode and i guess sis and mother too all went into . and food consumption went down by all i think. now father is talking again but we still in survival mode as exam are near and dont care about food any more and just eat when hungry sometimes forget food too
is this fathers fault that he didnt cared that if we had any food or not but he kept his ego first . like mom dad had argument mom said harsh word but isnt he is suppose to check and kept providing irrespective of arguments?
maybe we didnt reacted much thats why he back to normal. as we kept going as if nothing happend and he just cant eat outside cause he not have enough money and no matter what he do he still need to pay for loan. so he was at lose more than us. and when things got lil ok mom said idc if u eat at home or not bring ration food. not sure if he did on purpose or he is just an ignorant.
eventually we started using the same money he gave to save for loan . fuck him.
what are the chances he thought im gonna pay as i refused to pay his bike insurance instead i bought cycle for sis and mobile which we both used. not sure but maybe his ass got hurt a lil that i refused to help him but bought cycle and bike
actually i refused(indirectly by mom) and said use my cycle as im not going clg so u use it to go at work and btw he did the same . then after some day something happend mom said something and he kinda stopped ........and started drama. i think it was building from very long and then burst happend . it might have started when i refused only 1k for bike insurance but went on buying spree like cycle and mobile. not sure 100% though
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