mom sets everyone as evil and going to harm and planning and ploting but not full blown schizo only skeptism i guess but now u tell me how i make friend and approch people if u going to paint everyone as evil and then she ask why i never talk to anyone
i want to believe that people are not inherently bad , also its due to her that i have very less people i know .
she is like eren yeger always filling my ears . if she sees me talking to someone like we visited the cousin's wedding there i met one of the student who happen to be some distant relative of mine not sure what she is to me then she sees me talking to her then instantly calls me and tells me not to sit with her or talk to her cause they are bad people and picks some story to tell me where their parents took property of idk whom bla bla bla . i wanted to say bruh im not getting married to that girl plus she is good looking and look at your fucking son who is clearly anyone by seeing can say that there is something wrong with her and look like he is fucking dying little by little he look like a diseased person hanging to his last bar in health bar and somehow he always regenerate energy to work each day why the fuk some girl want to fuk me whyyy would . plus something similar happend before that like we again at the same uncle daughters wedding and there my other cousin were trying to set me up to some girl ............. i was actually desperate that time and so shy .......... mom happens to understood all this and when we went home again she bring some story portrayed her family member as evil im like pllzzz im not getting married to her wtf im just want to fuk and move thats it . also same with every girl she ever seen or think i can develop or can think of approaching she just u know ...........and now i just noticed that she paints everyone as evil as shade of evil like the neighbour paints evil and then expect me to talk to them as if everything is good how i can approach them u already painted them evil now i cant put smile and approach i cant and even if i did that will be forced smile that other might notice may or may not .
i know people are bad evil and bla bla but i can adjust im evil too i want to learn the way the society work even if it take to take advantage of other
thanks to her im lil bit of pleasure cause i cant deny sometime cause im already low on numbers of peoples.
its fucking society , its transactional i know that how the fucking society works , u cant expect other to just u know the happy land its not happy land world its society build on transactions .
https://youtu.be/6jKNwzrohkE lmao
whyy she do that , like why . like she cant see that im not getting my bitches im already 25
nah like why not let me play cause it does not matter i already look like walking dead no girl will fall for what she scared of
nah not inside but outside too , u know what i look alike a walking dead skinny and malnutritioned
why the fuk my dad or mom dont see thattheir fuking son is not looking normal something is off
im not going to do it but if i commit suicidewill they ever be able toaccept that they failed./?
u know what rishi a fuking 15y girl felt more kind to me than any mf relative or gf or parent or teacher or any mother fuker out there
thats a fuking diamond, she does not even know about me yet somehow feel warm . i never told her anything yet somehow she manages to guess that something is off . like my friends cant tell the difference
sweet lil rishi, i left her blocked her
nah cause she too young and i was falling for her lmao . imagine ;_; i don t want ped o tag
nah , i did . i told her that i liked her she was stunned and direclty asked her to date lmao ;_; wtf wrong with me im so embarrased now
i did. i was just telling how she reacted to that she be like u joking dont mess with me and was so shocked like aww , wtf . later started liking me too
i know im telling i have already blocked her its been months im just telling u what happend
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