19:28
my maths ka paper khrb gya math 4 aktu not sure k pass ho paunga ya n but now i feel absolute piece of shit like none of the effory matter .like abhi tak jo bhi kiya achieve vo sab bekar kyuki ajj ka paper khrb gya . last sem i scored 7.8sgpa and u already know what ihave gone through and survived but nothing matter cause i failed shit now back shyd deni pade and i feel ashamed i also studied who night and day very little sleep like 5h in 24h.
19:43
everything feels fake , the conversation feels fake like if some friend ask question then it feels like he already knows just want to keep conversation good so it he did like the friend asking where i live as i about to leave the bus because he faced me and just want to keep conversation or like he is obliged to say something everything feels fake like the conversations and even when someone ask how im doing how was the paper. i mean the connection feels fake , as if they are obliged and fake . like formality
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