But its been 4days and she didn't even said sorry which means she thinks she is right
maybe she’s hurting too...” voice, just **remember the pen**.
so u saying she is capable of that , like once she got annoyed and kept switching off my newly purchased pc again and again then i slapped her and that time she was holding knife and she charged towards me i mean she started moving towards me so backed off
but she didnt , she didnt charged at me last time when she had knife only charged towards me holding knife not aiming to do damage and also pen she charged with pen but didnt hit . and she kinda warned me from days not to talk to her with higher voice and not to touch leg but i didnt touched leg or with higher voice i pushed her as tease and she snapped and charged with pen made swings but didnt hit but scared me that maybe she thinks of me as nothing more than a abuser , SSA CSA , where as i have geneuine care + sextual feeling + abuser all at once and i even try to not do anything but i think if she hold no opinion of me , nothing more than a abuser than i should just move on. cause the project i started when she was young that i protect her cause she bunked school , has self harm problem , i guess she old enough now and the project deadline is already come . i wanted to protect her but abused her , but also deeply cared for her but if she has no opinion of me then i must move on and leave her on her own
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